Dear my dearest

I don't wanna hear it any more
You, who supposedly my dearest one
Your words, your actions, they're all too sore
After all these years I really am done

I've tried to love you, yes I have
Through your sarcastic comments
Your unpleasant tone that makes me wish I'm deaf
I sincerely say now I'm officially bent

Do you even care, even just a little bit?
When you throw all those concerns do you really care?
Or are you just looking for a chance to hit
Me with words you know I can't bare

Do you know how many times I cry myself to sleep
From your critics that not even merited
I've tried many times to stop my weep
Telling myself not to be agitated

I'm not asking much of you
Cause I never expect much anyway
Just show some respect, please do
Cause there's a long road ahead and we have to stay

Just so you know if in the end I leave
It's because of you and you alone
Now you've put hatred in the words that I heave
You've done your job now leave me alone

-me

writer's note: above words came sincerely from my heart for someone that I suppose to love. She's hurt me many times but I suppose she never realizes. This isn't meant to be a note of hatred. This's suppose to be a revelation for me to start it all anew. So please see these merely as me talking to myself just to get what I feel out so I'll be able to forgive and forget.

Quote of the day:
"Who are you to judge the life i live?
I know I am not perfect -- i dont live to be
But before you start pointing the fingers
Make sure your hands are clean."
-Bob Marley