Making Love with Death

I have been lonely for so long
Within this hard cold four walls
longing to dance freely among
The stars that flirt when the darkness falls

I'm waiting in vain for love to come
Embracing me with the warmth that he has
Take me out of my feeling of numb
Let me, in his hands, rest

He comes one day through the mist
Smiling with his two hands
Open with a bewitching kiss
Leaving me with an awe so dense

The looks on his eyes saying
He knows just what I need
He caress me who just laying
Letting him to take the lead

He whispers on my ears sweetly
Telling me that this all soon will end
All agony and pain are leaving me
With the one that I expect will mend

As I'm there enjoying his presence
He slowly takes my hand leading the way
And all kinds of pleasures on any sense
Controlling me however they may

I'm going through times and spaces
Without boundary, without limit
I am filled with all graces
Leave all feelings, no more timid

He goes deep into my core
Grabbing all there is to grab
Hopelessness, despair, the feel of sore
All gone just in a snap

The cold tickling me
Spreading all over my body
Leave me, weirdly, warm and fuzzy.
Letting me there, just be

I'm flying out of my body
Reaching for the stars that once
Was a product of my dreams only
I feel like all of me bounce

To a world unknown
Where silence and darkness are all there is
A place with no fear in its ground
Somewhere where smile is not just his

I look at him and nod, finally understand
Finally sure out of question
He is, for sure, the man
To take me to my destination

So in unison with no hesitation
We stand and walk away
Leaving all this for a liberation
As I let myself sway

I'm gone to the darkness that I once longed for
To a place that knows no question
And rest my heart that they once tore
With no expectation or any mission

With love as our blanket
He makes love to me like no one ever
And since that day, me and death
We live happily ever after

-me
05/14/08